I

and no one else
ever

I Want

to write the world;
in your name,
on your body,
in

(.)your blood(.)

and my milk

weill feed
them
sweaty palm
against sweaty neck
and reasons melting
quicker than coke
in the summer
on the
coffee table,
sticky on the slick
surface; dry cool
only
a memory
that
i'll hold on
to ever tighter;
that fireball of
slowly sublimating ice,
my anchor
dissolving into the dusk
:spooned rock:
at the base sinking stone
wearing midnight musk.

.. i thank me.

sucks but true,
i feel better though.
sue me.

missing you
is harder than breathing

there she goes...
fuck i;'m stupid, hate myself and want to die.

there she goes...
fuck i;'m stupid, hate myself and want to die.

there she goes...
fuck i;'m stupid, hate myself and want to die.

there she goes...
fuck i;'m stupid, hate myself and want to die.

more than anything i wish i'd had
a friend i guess. i haven't talked to anyone
in a very long time who has led me;
i 'd have remembered
bliss.

pssst:

the universe is obviously
touching anywhere you
can look.

thats it thats the secret you
fucking morons.

coccaine abstained
you can find it all funny honey
rain in the city
useless pain and
my pity
obtained through
crooks with money

wet/dry

hook shit cries
attack my day


at night.

turn the down down
get your radio scoff

killing time
in the film

i wrote some good stuff back
there when i remembered
two good paragraphs look like 10 pages of poetry
thanks sss

i do miss my old life
and drugs

sven calls me outta nowhere,
and then tinkler shows up a saphir

and i hadn't been there for a month

hey mark im sorry
probably... ah fuck it made me crazy

and hypomania here we come
i made sure to sprain a toe
on my push foot
so dry streets mean nothing

and the only thing
that always works
is a non retarded
girl turning lady
to set you straight
that i knew

is it just me
or has everyone from guelph been raped,
alledgedly?

who the fuck rapes people?

last night or something there was this thing on zed called little black caddy....
damn fine s(h)ort film, damn fine

and why is the ret chink singing old macdonald... so he can fuck up the vowels... damn...talk about rorsach

-and shes a big slut who wants her brother
-and that is the worst retard impersonation i have ever seen
-and the actress would be pretty hot if it weren't for that
-dumb bitch, just wait till the paranoia kicks in from the super hearing

"Molly"
-she is so dumb
-this movie blows
-this woman singing right now is flat half the time she thinks that she is being all sou(r)lful
-ooh she s getting a photographic memory stupid trivia head
-i think i read this book called flowers for algernon....

"Molly"
-she is so dumb
-this movie blows
-this woman singing right now is flat half the time she thinks that she is being all sou(r)lful
-ooh she s getting a photographic memory stupid trivia head
-i think i read this book called flowers for algernon....

i broke my septum

somewhere

down the line