fuck this feels really fucking good, i was pretty scared that letting go of needing people to tell you what is okay would be what turned me into a business bastard, or an apathetic capatalist but it hasn't changed a fucking thing, i just feel so much fucking calmer... hey tinkler fuck right off... EVERYONE watch out for that one, he will feel no remorse. EAT ME EVERYONE, i will always keep up my share, i'll do (at least) half of the house work, so why have i let the excess fall to those who don't want to do anything, those who rather than feel guilt when they drive their best friends into bankruptcy, feel resentful of the cash flow restriction. i'm a gonna be spending my cash on people who are trying to be human.